Thursday, May 23, 2019

Back When We Were Grownups

By Anne Tyler

Rebecca was pretty sure she was going to marry Will Allenby. He was a nice, solid young man and they had been dating for quite a while. But then she met Joe Davitch, a much older man with three little girls he was raising on his own. Something about Joe just captured her heart and she dumped Will with hardly a word of explanation beyond just goodbye:

'Will set an index finger on his page and raised his head. "Goodbye, Will," she told him.
"Huh?" he asked. "You're leaving? So soon? I still have work to do!"
"That's all right; stay where you are."
"Oh. Well. Okay. So, um . . . au revoir, I guess."
"No," she said. "Goodbye."
And then she walked out the door and into Joe Davitch's arms.' 

After a few years of marriage, Joe died in a crash. And Rebecca was alone and responsible for now four young girls (she and Joe had a little girl) and the family business. Joe's ex-wife was no help and lived overseas.
Now all the girls are adults and one of them is getting married and Rebecca is looking back on her life and thinking that she missed out. Thinking that she kind of got trapped in a life and marriage she never envisioned. And her thoughts turn to her old beau, Will. She constructs a what-might-have-been fantasy, complete with a fantasy son. The fantasy becomes so compelling that Rebecca tracks down Will and reignites a relationship with him.
But her fantasy family of Will and son turns to ashes in the face of reality. Even though her fantasy was way off base, maybe she and Will can have a second chance together. Or will she suddenly remember how easy it was to walk away from him the first time?

This was an OK read. What I didn't like about the story is the main character, Rebecca. She just didn't appeal to me. I thought her fantasy about Will was stupid and I thought her image of herself was deluded and I frankly hated the messed up way she treated poor Will.
It's hard to like a story when you can't stand the main character.

Review by Publishers Weekly.


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